I have an admission to make.
I am extremely avoidant plus I know that it’s a problem.
I do not think I ever realized before in my life how much I worked to stay away from things that made me uncomfortable. If a relationship gets strenuous I stop speaking. If I get worried about going to a particular locale, I refuse to attend. If I realize that I really cannot rest to live through another ice cold winter, I leave the area. This has been my plan for the next few years, anyways. I decided a while ago that I was sleepy of existing through a horrible midwest winter. The ice cold air uneven temperatures, continual darkness, plus abundant snow absolutely were not suiting me anymore. I decided to move across the country plus live in the warm plus balmy South so I could stay away from a real winter season season. Unfortunately, this also had the effect of distancing me from all of my friends plus family. These afternoons, I am considering moving back to the Midwest where I will have to suffer through uneven air uneven temperatures plus unpredictable temperature changes. The only thing is, I still do not think that I can rest the brutal winter season season. I am so sleepy of worrying about forced air heaters, space heaters, plus extra fireplaces to stay warm. I have decided that I am going to find temporary rentals for the winter season so I can still evade the ice cold uneven temperatures plus Heating, Ventilation, plus A/C reliance when the next bitterly cold season rolls around… Now, all I need to do is find a long-term rental that includes energy efficient heating.