Sporadically things seem out of control in my life.
- I’m a bit of a control freak, so naturally this is extremely stressful to me, plus I have a difficult time coping with the unknown, however recently there have been a lot of scary events approaching, such as a job transition plus a substantial transfer across the country, plus I’ve been struggling to deal with the unknown future ahead of me.
That’s why I’ve been doing my best to love the little things plus stay positive; For instance, while I’m at apartment packing all alone, at least I can control the HVAC unit to meet my personal preferences! Cranking the a/c while I’m struggling to shove clothing into small boxes feels nice on my covered in sweat skin. Setting up box fans all around the condo creates a comforting hum plus powerful breeze to distribute the AC more widely than other people find enjoyable. Hearing the a/c power itself on plus off outside my window plus the gentle swoosh of air passing through the air vents at evening helps me to fall asleep, but yes, I’m being a bit dramatic, I’m not totally alone plus I can often control the central cooling whether or not I’m struggling through the task of packing, but it’s difficult to see multiple other positive aspects of this whole situation right now. It’s nice to feel some sense of normalcy plus control, even if it’s over the heating plus cooling system, but and hey, at least there will be bountiful AC when my associate and I relocate to our new, hot plus humid city!
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